After my last blog post went live, several people thanked me for writing about such a personal experience. A couple of people opened up to me about their troubled relationships with their fathers. Others expressed shock that I would publicize such a personal matter. Both sets of reactions encouraged me to write this latest post.
As a woman, many assumptions are placed on me based solely on my gender. I’ve written about some of these before, such as cultural expectations on marriage. This time, I want to write about childbearing. Frankly, just how plain rude it is for people to ask me about having children (When? How many?) and telling me what to do with my life and my body. Family planning is a very personal matter, yet people take it upon themselves to make the following two assumptions about me as a woman:
1. I want to have children.
2. If I don’t want children, then I must hate children.
Both are utterly false and I’m tired of people giving me looks of pity when I tell them that I have no plans for children.
One acquaintance, in particular, is a great example of how this behavior is perpetuated. One of the first times she asked me about children and I told her I don’t want any (Example #1), she flippantly said, “You’ll change your mind when you get older.” Mind you, this woman was just two years older than me but she felt okay talking down to me.
Later on (Example #2), the same acquaintance accused me of hating children in response to a Facebook status I posted about about choosing a child-free life. I did not hesitate to set her straight: I’ve been raising my brother since I was 5 years old, I used to babysit my younger cousins at a very young age, I worked as a babysitter charged with infants when I was in high school, and I love my friends’ kids. I probably knew more about caring for children than she did at that point in her life.
This acquaintance gave birth earlier this year. After I met her new son, she said to me (Example #3), “I’m not in the business of changing people’s minds if they don’t want children, but you should have one.” Contradict much?
All three of these examples are common assumptions that people place on those who express that they don’t want to have children of their own, biological or not. There are plenty of other assumptions placed on us as well: selfish, immature, etc. This video with Susan McPherson disproves all of these misconceptions perfectly. Sure, Susan is not representative of all people who don’t want children, but the video demonstrates that there are a lot of misconceptions and false beliefs about the population that don’t/have children.
I’m so glad this has become a popular topic in public forums, in the media, and on social media lately, such as The Atlantic’s article on “Why Women Choose Not to Have Children.” The discourse on gender and family planning has to change. It holds back women’s rights when other women continue to place antiquated expectations on other women as baby-makers and even homemakers.
I’m not going to list my reasons here to justify why I don’t want children. Maybe that might change or maybe it won’t. Regardless, it’s no one else’s business but mine and my partner’s. So… Don’t tell me I will change my mind. Don’t tell me I should have at least one kid just for the experience (this was actually said to me by a man). Don’t tell me not to wait because my biological clock is ticking. Don’t cite statistics on birth defects to me. Don’t tell me I will die alone and I need someone to take care of me when I’m older. Don’t tell me I will regret it. All of those have been said to me by multiple people, including friends, family, co-workers, acquaintances, neighbors, my cousin’s husband’s aunt’s grandfather… I am willing to have candid conversations with people about this topic—as long as the participants don’t come with preconceived notions about me and my gender.
I respect your decision to have children (and I may even love these kids), so please respect my decision to not have children.